i'm back!

not updating much in this post
cause i'm lazy (>~<)

just finished making a card for my teacher
tomorrow is the last day she will be teaching us
kinda sad n unwilling her to leave =(

at the first few weeks she teach us
we dont like her *sorry for that*
but then slowly...
she's good. and of course we like her

i'd spend more than 2 hours on that card
keep on changing and changing
although i'm freaking tired and backbones hurt much
but then i enjoy myself a lot
no doubt. i love craft. art. :D

the card is simple
but i'm not sure will she like it or not ><

anyway
will upload the photo next time
not today





people come and go. but life still go on.

White Horse - Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I packed back
and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her ffet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you want and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake,
I didn't wanna be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late to catch me now

no talk

no hear

no see



no see; again

gone crazy for studying 6 hours.

watched Twilight

i know it's lame

but is still cool to me =)

especially when Edward played the piano

the way he played is fascinating. ain't he?

anyway, i'm downloading Santa Buddies now

it takes a long time than i estimated

probably done in the midnight

gonna watch it tomorrow

oh ya! oh MY!

i got solo performance tomorrow

i haven't practice my piano much lately

'cause of test

and today i lost my keys

got really panic

will have to go to the school office ask whether they found it

i hope so =X

wish my luck people

all the best for performance

i am going to stuffed it up

not much confident for my piece =(

i have to learn to be stronger. not to get tease by others, you have to be better than them!

got frustrated this few days
i guess it's my own problem
not others

sometimes when you're seriously alone
no one to talk to
no one to share your secret to
that's really sucks

only thing can do is to WRITE
write in the diary
release all the anger, sadness, happiness, loneliness and all sort of stuff
that's the only way i can express my emotion the best
writing into my diary ;)

exams are over
we got our laptop
it's red in colour
it's fun when you can watch movie during the class secretly
it's sucks when there are heaps of website got blocked >''<

anyway.
i guess i have to sit down and cool down
think over again everything that happened lately
that really make me got frustrated so badly

if you're an art lover
go to this website http://www.kwernerdesign.com/blog/

omg. i always spend more than 1 hour looking through the cards
i'm just so attracted by em'
and i also love the photo shooting
nice =)

i'm art lover

just upload some random photos i took last few weeks =)

boo!
random eh?

you know what? i got 4 different fan, similiar to that one =)



this is the place i "hang out" with for 6 hours

gonna "hang out" with my table again for like few days

since there's commerce and science test coming up =(

am supposingly study now

but... i can never resist from using my notebook

been watching 9 episodes of different show yesterday

and OMG. i wasted all my study time

have to catch up on my study tomorrow

probably now. =)

night.

p/s: missus.p.

hello and wassup'!

15 days never update! omggee.
apoplogy. =)

so... why am i so free to update now?
cause' i'd just done my math yearly test
and i'd studied for 6 hours yesterday (!!!)

people.. tell u what.
this is the first time, my 15 years living on the earth, first time so INTO the study, and is 6 hours!
i break my own record =)
and the test. rofl. it's freaking easy but then i stuffed up. sucks eh.

anyway, i'm sort of free now.
next week have two more test to go
commerce and science

i hate that science teacher
she gave me a lot of pressure ==
just because i got the highest mark during the past test
she had a H-I-G-H expectation on me
please. why ME?
there's more like thousands of student got higher than me
go expect em' then
im not the "good" student

gah. got my chemistry result yesterday
not the result i'd expected
so kind of moody overall and with the "expectation" teacher gave me

when i got in front to get the result
she's like :"What happened? your multiple choice got nearly all wrong."
i was like. er... i got 10/20
let me have a correction. is not ALL wrong. it's HALF.
and and and...
when she discussed the answer with us
there's marking error
so went up and get another 2 marks for multiple choice
12/20 i'm sucks in multiple choice
so yeah. 12/20 is sort of a "good" result for me :D
i have a low expectation people

let me talk about the weather
this freaking cheating peoples' feeling weather
keep on changing
it's like super hot and sunny last week
and this week, freaking cold

but of course, i would like if this weather can remain COLD forever
wearing layers of shirt to sleep.
wearing some gorgeous and pretty scarf. glove.
have 'smoke' when speaking
have sport without sweating
omg. i miss that moment =(

i hate hot weather since it makes me SWEAT much
smelly much.
summer is coming people!
it means... less cloth!!! *don't be dirty-minded*

ohhyaa. forgot to tell you'al
remember in the last last last... few post
i said that i'm gonna get a FREE laptop?

the student in the top class for ENGLISH had got their laptop
everyones' red in colour *ewwwW*
but then!...

facebook. BLOCK
msn. BLOCK
youtube. BLOCK
blogger. BLOCK

OMGEE? wth.
and there is a webcam
i was like:"no msn. what is the use of webcam then. camwhore ourself?"
rofl. but it's super cute cause' small in size
and of course. difficult to type. T_T

the T-O-P student got it yesterday
and so... me gonna get it next week
unfair. this world is unfair. that's what we called "LIFE"

by the way, chatted with s.p. last night
our topic is "SCIENCE vs ART"
so yeah. i cant really make a decision for her
that will affect her in the future =)
she'll just have to choose the one she's interest to, more confident with, and that suits her.
so yeah.
THINK WISELY.
but
DONT GET FRUSTRATED BY THAT!!! =)